Making a list, checking it twice

I’m the type of person who makes lists, lots of lists.  I make lists to remind myself to make more lists.  It’s a problem really.  I make lists for work, the grocery store, books I want to read, menus for each week, workout exercises, clothes I want to buy, etc.  I have even started making a list of the things I want to register for when I get married.  No, I’m not engaged.  Stop judging me, I can feel you judging me.  I don’t want to forget anything!  

I pride myself on being very organized and the only way for me to keep everything in order is with a list.  In fact, that feeling that comes from crossing something off a list, is priceless.  In order to keep all my lists together and within arm’s reach, I write everything in my trusty notebook.  I bought a black Moleskin in college and we were attached at the hip.  I took it to class with me so that if something came to mind, while I was listening to some boring lecture, I could write it down immediately and not risk forgetting it.  I took it to the library and my friends and I would write notes back and forth to one another while we studied.  It was a lifesaver and I think because of that black Moleskin, I will always have a little notebook to keep everything in order.  Well, I finally ran out of room in it and I had to buy a new one the other day.  I found a chic little orange notebook at TJ Maxx and it reminded me so much of my Moleskin.  I’ve stepped it up a notch though and added divider tabs to this one… I’m always trying to think of new ways to make my lists more accessible.  

I must admit that sometimes I get so obsessed with the things that have to get done that I forget to be spontaneous and enjoy the moment.  I almost stifle my creativity by making a list of things I need to achieve, leaving no room for the unknown.  Truth be told, life cannot be planned and no matter how many lists I make, I never gain control over my life.  I’m pretty sure that’s the point though.  We need to relinquish control to God and leave the lists in His hands.  I’m working on this.  It’s easier said than done.  But hey, admitting it is the first step.

For now, I’ll leave you with a few of my lists…